Discouraged

I just do not know where to go from here.  I got out my calendar yesterday afternoon, and began to count my cycles.  As of today, I have been on my period straight for 58 days.  So far this year, there have been 189 days;  I have been on my period for 124 of them.  124 days.

I feel so discouraged.  I started Norethindrone days ago, and am hoping to stop my period today or tomorrow.  My body feels so run down.  I feel lazy, don't want to do housework, come to my job, go anywhere...I am exhausted.

None of options are appealing to me.  Even though a hysterectomy would technically take care of the bleeding, it wouldn't cure my PCOS, interestingly enough.  And the past few years, I can't seem to come to terms with that alternative. 

I am just not sure what to do anymore...