Any fertility challenged woman will tell you, sometimes her baby fever is lukewarm (absent, even), and othertimes, she's burning a hole through anyone who crosses her path with cranky remarks and persnickity looks. Just shut up and get out of her way! ;)
I have been day dreaming of getting pregnant, cute outfits I'll wear (yeah, right!), the glow (that I've always heard about, but never have seen on anyone), and basically, how perfect I will be. A girl can dream. I'd probably be bigger than a house, complain about nausea, and eat ginger snaps all day in sweat pants.
I dream about baby clothes, nursery items, names, and even fret about child care. All of this from someone who can't get pregnant!
Honestly, I am not feeling particularly cranky about babies, just overwhelmingly wanting one right now. In fact, I feel better than I have for at least a good month or two. I feel encouraged, determined to lose weight and exercise away winter depression should it decide to creep in this season, and positivity is prevailing! Yay!
I have such good friends. My closest just found out she's pregnant! :) From another beautiful friend I have had help getting a "word" for the upcoming year.
HOPE!!! A confident expectation of things to come!
God can do anything, and I am His child. That just feels good.
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