Tuesday, September 11, 2012

i have been missing in action for far too long.  just got on to say on thing.

i am going to try my hardest to get pregnant. 

that is all.

Saturday, January 21, 2012

The Game of Life

Thankfully, I was in the mood to be tickled at what I'm about to tell you instead of sad or depressed.

Brianna is spending the night with us tonight and she and Randy and I decided to play Life, which we hadn't cracked open in years.  And do you know I played the entire game all the way around the board without a baby being added to my plastic car?!  I don't think I've ever played with anyone who can say that.  Every other thing you land on says "Baby Girl" or "Twins", etc.!  Wow.  Kinda ironic and funny.  And something I'll likely cry about later. 

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Baby Fever

Any fertility challenged woman will tell you, sometimes her baby fever is lukewarm (absent, even), and othertimes, she's burning a hole through anyone who crosses her path with cranky remarks and persnickity looks.  Just shut up and get out of her way!  ;)

I have been day dreaming of getting pregnant, cute outfits I'll wear (yeah, right!), the glow (that I've always heard about, but never have seen on anyone), and basically, how perfect I will be.  A girl can dream.  I'd probably be bigger than a house, complain about nausea, and eat ginger snaps all day in sweat pants. 

I dream about baby clothes, nursery items, names, and even fret about child care.  All of this from someone who can't get pregnant! 

Honestly, I am not feeling particularly cranky about babies, just overwhelmingly wanting one right now.  In fact, I feel better than I have for at least a good month or two.  I feel encouraged, determined to lose weight and exercise away winter depression should it decide to creep in this season, and positivity is prevailing!  Yay! 

I have such good friends.  My closest just found out she's pregnant!  :)  From another beautiful friend I have had help getting a "word" for the upcoming year.

HOPE!!!  A confident expectation of things to come! 

God can do anything, and I am His child.  That just feels good.